54.3% First Quarter Moon
It's been ages since I've seen my friend the Moon.
The first night in ages and just like being without the Moon its been dark times.
Work is getting intolerable with nasty vile horrible people! (No wonder I hate people) As what seems to happen for reasons even I can't fathom I've had someone at work that's just remoulded themselves back into a twisted toxic piece of work and has decided to be a complete an utter bitch and made my life at work and home awful. (Home because its always on my mind, what I have to go into everyday at work) I am the sort of person that likes to lead a quiet get along with people life and I am probably too gullible to realise the nastiness of certain humans.
So now I've had to make the decision to drop a shift for reasons that I just don't want to go into work and have to deal with this atmosphere so I went to see the store manager and told him because of this atmosphere I will drop a shift. He said I shouldn't have to do that but I'd rather just go down to three days and leave it at that. It's also to help with my back and shoulder trouble which the chiropractor has said that it'll only get worse doing my manual job.
He said "do I want him to intervene" and I said no but my decision was hard as Im going to drop a fair bit of money but anything to get me with more time at home and not in such a toxic environment.
I have decided to to drop the shift right before my Holiday with Paula and then I'll cut my losses and drop it.
When I got home I did feel like a weight has been lifted but that is that.
Today I met up with an old tesco mate who left tesco a few years ago and bless her she's an angel and after chatting today she made me feel even more like I've made the right decision.
The atmosphere will still be awkward but I'm keeping myself to myself and no one will ever get anything from me anymore! This worm has turned!!!
I am writing this down as it helps to just let go sometimes
Draco
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