No repeat happening

So I drove to Hassocks to this morning course for beginners..
2x of us left handed... me being one of them.
Teacher insisted that we do it with our right hand because patterns are written for right handed people.
It was so hard and as you can see  a different language..
I did not enjoy at all, after hoping I would a portable interest anywhere and was hoping therapeutic benefit.
It was v  stressful.. using wrong hand..
Actually couldnt wait for.it to end...
A.shame think teacher could have helped more.
The other lady L handed.down tools, and some. of others claiming to be beginners had done it before.. Came away feeling deflated.