Prunella vulgaris

Day at work.

Bit tired.

So much new information about the house where I work. I'm struggling to internalize it all and think about what it means. I've heard from other people that there has been problems in that house for long. Not just the VOC gasses (Volatile Organic Compound), but also problems getting staff to stay due to bad environment.  The financial cuts and hard work shows.

I was told (by the boss) that the beginning for me has been extra hard, because I was not properly familiarized to the job (or not at all) and the fact that people are too tired to guide me or to help me. I've been struggling with that. It's impossible for me to learn if I'm not getting help. I just feel inadequate even if it's not my fault. 

Anyway... I was promised the apprenticeship to become a practical nurse, but now I'm told that this can't happen in that house. They can only employ me for the rest of the year. So that is another thing I need to think about. Perhaps I need to think about going to school for it for 100%. When they come back from the summer vacation, I will ask how much I could redeem my previous studies for this.



I like the actual work... It's all the other s*** that's getting to my head. Why does everything need to be so complicated?