Not my dog ..

It’s been a while since I blipped NMD …. I had his usual treats ready , we sit outside PFND ( his owner ) front door on our bench ( it’s her bench that I insist is shared ) and we chat and put our worlds to rights … the sun goes down at the front and it’s warmer . We live at the end of a little private road and it’s a dead end so it’s actually lovely … her mum is now in a care facility as she has advanced dementia… ohhh my goodness how Doreen loved my Jim… she used to say to him that he was a SAINT for putting up with me . We miss her so so much .
I’m all doom and gloom at the moment… I know it will get better eventually x