Walking in the Mid Day Sun

Walking in the mid day sun, thinking about Harris.

It is five months today since we lost our Little Man. I have put him in a place in my mind where I dare not dwell for long, because it hurts too much. Sometimes, I travel to that place in my mind and am flooded with something that is so painful that I have to make a conscious effort to stop and to turn around. I know this pain will ease eventually, but for now I can't be with Harris, not completely. Feeling the pain of loss is part of being human. Jeremy Vine has been exploring what makes us human with leading thinkers and writers. I have really enjoyed the series.

I would never walk Harris in the mid day sun.