Zach with Bunny

I drove over to pick up No.1 today but she was still asleep when I got there so found the key in the key safe and remembered the number.  Slow start with breakfast that I had taken over (and milk for tea).  They have been backwards and forwards and living out of suitcases so nothing much in the cupboard.  She had a shower while I packed her bag for the next week in Kent and a bag for the hotel after the wedding.  So much to think about.  She wasn't feeling great after a shower so we took it steady and I suggested calling into see S&S with baby gift.  We arrived and had not intended to go in, just to drop presents, but S said we should come in and say hello?  No.1 didn't get further than the hallway and was taken poorly, so we managed to get back to the car with the help of S.  I felt embarrased although they are old friends so I am not sure why?  I think it is other people seeing No.1 having an episode - I am used to them but she looks so poorly and not herself and to have others witness it, I feel sad.  M25 was busy and full of traffic and I stopped at Clackets to get her medication and she cried/slept most of the way home.  OH had cooked pork fillet and was very proud of his efforts but I couldn't eat and No.1 didn't want anything either.  She had an early and hopefully not too disturbed night.  Worrying and overthinking - next Thursday is the wedding and I really hope/pray/trust that she will feel well and enjoy the day.  Is it bad that I am already wishing it was done and dusted and we had lovely pictures to prove it was a good day and all my worrying was for nothing.  

S messaged to say thank you for the bunny and book and said Z approved.

Day done - here's hoping tomorrow is a better day.