Grateful

I AM grateful that I live where I’m surrounded by trees, not overlooked and peaceful ..
This reminded me to be grateful when I spotted it in the garden, whilst feeling totally overwhelmed by the knee high piles of leaves needing to be collected..and so much needing to be done.
Worms can only do so much and with three large sycamores in a small garden they have their work cut out!
It’s such a long time since I’ve had some me time to
potter in the garden…
I don’t “put the garden to bed”( dislike that phrase!!!)as through the winter there is always something to do , I like being out there and I don’t overtidy so insects have somewhere to hibernate.
But I’d just like to find my little garden pathways!

Feeling a bit selfish that I need sometime to myself to catch up in what I’d like to do,when there people that need a bit of me.
But then I’m grateful that people are in my life.

Can a 74 year old have a melt down?
Now I’ve sat down to blip it all feels quite unnecessary, in the grand scheme of things… and when I catch up on what is going on in the world I will feel very silly!!
One of those days!!