31st July 2013

I've been having a bad day. I've lost faith in myself and have hit a bit of a slump. It's always been tough for me to be proud of myself when my parents never showed any emotion, apart from disappointment, to me. I have body issues, self esteem issues, image issues, you name it I have issues in it!

This year I promised myself that this would stop. I've been trying my best but it's hard to be proud of yourself when you feel like a constant failure. Today I hid away in the house and wallowed in self pity. My girls didn't moan; they happily played and watched a film later on. So this evening I had to write myself a little message and now I feel a bit more positive. I really am my own worst enemy. I never feel down when someone is nasty to me as I've probably said worse things to myself and meant it more!