Breaking the back of love

I'm feeling better. Sedated. But better.  I don't have any emotion now which is probably better than crying all the time ... There's never a easy balance 

But I slept last night which was amazing.   Hot ovaltine three chapters and then snooze.   Amazing. I was so happy 

We went to a garden centre where Si showed restraint and had a nice conversation with a lady on the counter trying to negotiate cheap prat free compost for the allotment 

I was very proud of him 

I wandered round the garden centres new pram store and a wee old lady (older than me) asked me if the prams were putting me in the mood.   I'll take that if she honestly thought I could produce 

This afternoon I made Honey Cake 

When I was at school there was a bakery across the road and you could buy a 'honey bun' for 2d 

I follow a Scottish lady on Instagram who demonstrates Scottish recipes. I asked her if she knew of a recipe for honey buns and a couple of weeks ago... She published one 

Boy!  Twas lush