Grannie to the rescue

DN1 is still struggling and seems in crisis. Messages all through the night. She didn't sleep a wink due to the adrenaline rushing through her. Her husband messaged me in desperation wondering what the hell to do. 

I told him I would take Baby Mylo for the day to let DN1 try and sleep. As well as Jasper as I was already having him. 

The morning went well but BM struggled to fall asleep despite my best efforts at home. 

Mr W just hid upstairs as he has no idea what to do with children. The afternoon got harder and harder with no help and 2 small children causing absolute chaos as they do. Not their fault. 

I then lost the plot and told him I couldn't do this at home with no help so loaded the children into the car to take them out hoping BM would finally sleep. Just as I did that he filled his nappy!!!! Once I scored that out we went for a drive back to DN1 who had seen the GP. She has been prescribed sleeping tablets and diazepam and seemed much brighter. 

I also managed to sort her some therapy which starts tomorrow. Funded by me.

I met DN1 at her local park and sat in the car with a sleeping BM while DN1 watched the boys in the park. They had a great time but as soon as were back at her house the fighting started. Just a horrible end to an already very difficult day. Jasper was so sad all the way back home saying he wasnt ever going to Moo Moos house again. 

Eventually got home, shattered, emotional and cross with MrW. He had tidied away all the toys and had a cup of tea ready for me. Not quite enough but he got the message.