Tree Rat

I am usually very protective towards the squirrels we get in our garden and tell my husband 'they are all God's creatures.......' .  However felt less protective when I saw the damage they have done to my tulips!!!

Another lovely sunny day but I felt so dark and sad inside.  I kept thinking about Aimee and how I would love to have one more day, one more conversation, one more hug........  I looked at pictures and chatted with her but my sadness felt like a tsunami (they say grief comes in waves).  I phoned my sister and had a long chat and we both cried and the waves subsided and it didn't feel so bad.  

I went in the garden for a few hours and listened to some music and pulled up lots of weeds - amazing how being in nature can be restorative.  

OH back from care home and was watching wall to wall sport so after a shower and cup of tea I did some sewing and watched something on my ipad.

Tomorrow is another day (probably a difficult one - Theo's christening).