tonight

tonight my team (the team i like)(the team that if i wasn't a moderate in general things of my life i'd say i love) well there's a team i like (let's say that this team is the team i prefer being called to take a position about football)(if i was a football fan i mean) well, this team is unevitably playing tonight against another team (and i don't have feelings at all towards this second team) which did very bad to the first team (the one i like) a couple of years ago. if i was a real fan let's say i would HAVE TO hate the second team (i'll call it since now on 'the evil team')(to avoid confusion) but i don't hate the evil team, so i'll just watch the game partecipating with all of my heart to the feelings of those people who are REAL fans and who tied their happiness in the next few days to the result of tonight's game. because if i'm not a fan of the game itself i am astonished and envious when i see the depth of sensations real fans are allowed to meet. so i quickly get a real fan. i also have a t-shirt of the team i'd love if i was a fan.
i hope we win very bad. ('we' even if i'm not playing and i'm not even a real fine because i like thinking of 'us' [me the team and the real fans] as a group linked by something -not important at all but still linked-).
anyway these are kid's things.