Darkness

A detour to the harbour after the usual Wed night at Mum's with family. Enough said.
Again, keeping it together during the day, the night is a different story. I feel every emotion all at once. I don't know what to do with myself, it is really hard to explain.
I have these feelings during the day but it is masked with having work to distract me.

I have an unexpected free night tomorrow and I really want to do something, to keep occupied and try and stop these feelings taking over .