When it's time to live and let die and you can't g

Yeah, Green Day - 21 guns
I haven't being updating, right now I feel a bit same as my dying banana tree would feel if a plant could feel anything...
Oh dear, I murdered my lovely plant. It was a present from my best friend, I feel little guilty now - why didn't I take good care of it? It suffered during hole summer and today I noticed that it looked so sad and lonely, just like I felt.
Somehow it symbolizes my summer romance, which lasted from the first holiday week to last holiday week - well, I'm glad that my summer was better than ever, nothing's forever.