Benjamin

this morning i went to the doctor and she immediatly saw what my lroblem was. something in my back is stuck. so i also have a stuck nerve or whatever you call it. i got fysiotherapy and she also cracked my back which was funny xd
at 16:00 i wanted to give all the hamster a treatb and couldnt wake up benjamin. i called my parents that he is dead. when my dad vame home i wanted to give him benjamin to burry him but i saw a little movement. benjamin was still alive but he was dying. so sad ! since that moment i hold her in my hands to warm her. it breaks my heart to see her suffering!!