The Proper Settings

I spent quite a while trying to perfect my aperture settings on my camera to take the perfect picture with the proper background blur....I just wasn't getting it....and then I decided to use my macro button and my super macro setting....and I think it worked...but not the way I really want it to. I'm still working on it. Most of the time when I get a great shot and it has all the right elements in it...I just happened to stumble on it and really didn't know what I was doing....but I guess that's how we learn! Here I am in my office taking nonsense pictures aiming at perfection!