Bad bunny won't win!!!

Well this morning is given up he won gave up the fight then when reading one of the little mans books I realised no he shouldn't win. He's done wrong and must have if he's this scared after I've done all I've been asked to be threatened still. This big bad bunny can no longer win and will serve the sentence for what he did wrong. I know god teaches us we must forgive the sinner but not the sin but I apologise right now I can't I've been hurt beyond belief I just don't see how I can ever forgive someone who ensures I loose my job, plans with friends I can no longer attend, loose my positive therapies I set up, loose my son, loose my home. Nothing left to loose anymore but my life, although he probably wants that too.