New ma cock ill- round two

She was a very brave little girl today.
- Infact she wasnt at all! she screamed the place down and gave me 'why are you letting them hurt me?" eyes.
The guilt the guilt!
The next one is the decision about the MMR
Advice would be gladly received- but only if you all agree with each other and tell me what to do. I dont want any of this nonsense about making my own informed decision. Somebody PLEASE tell me what to do for the best.........