harmony and love

today i am trying to think in terms of tasks, not stresses. this can be very difficult in the time of my life i find myself currently living in. such change. such scary and permanent change in many regards to my thinking, which needed to be done, but on the other hand- didn't need to be so... complex.

i wish it could be simple. i am trying to make life simpler by understanding the all of me, not just the parts.

today i am going to lay my pain at the feet of heaven and try to shine through this darkness.

i am purer, but less naive.
today i want to pursue enlightenment and epiphany, despite my immaturity.