I feel heavy

I hadn't really been doing a good job on this site. "Save your life," it says. I'd just been taking a photo a day and posting it here.

This photo's different. This is how I feel. I feel like there's a weight holding me down. What's worse is I don't care about it. I don't care about anything except maybe photography, even though I'm not really that good at it. But I don't really care about that either. I just want to lie down and let the weight win.