Focus..

I sit and stare, my mind in a form of vegetive state, just focused on my coffee cup.

I'm tired. My back starts to be in a continuos twisted mood and I just stumble on. The days blend and morph into one big ugly lump, interspersed by nights out and parties. I love it really but it's all such an inextricable whirl of sights, sound and fairy lights.

It is now that I find blip so helpful, the logging of my life, day by day, it helps me get it all sorted, get it straight....like all things in life (I think) get your head right and it will be okay!

So while I stare at my spoon in my coffee cup (yep, that's what it is) I think about work and then the messy 'cycle lads ' night out tonight.....I feel a little like that fish in 'finding Nemo'....."just keep swimming" ..........