Times up

It appears I have accumulated a lot of stuff over the Christmas holiday. Not entirely sure how I'm supposed to get it back mind you. I'm leaving that to mum she's an incredible packer. I'm scared to leave. Scared of becoming what I was and know I still am.
But I had mum there to calm and comfort me. Dad to give me structure and motivation. It's moments like these I feel truly blessed to have the family and home that I have. A home worth missing. A place I never want to leave.