4am Moon

Such a lousy and horrible night last night. My sleeping concoction didn’t work and I was still awake hours later. I got quite low and thinking lots I decided to phone Breathing Space after taking a handful of medication. They put me through me to NHS24 and I spoke to a nurse then a doctor phoned me back. They were keen to get me to a&e but I compromised with them phoning me every few hours.

I had a GP appointment this morning anyway so they sent him the information so
I didn’t have to tell him. I am now on two different types of anti- depressants.

I really wanted to come home and sleep but felt really guilty that Grandma was lying in the hospital so I went along to see her. It is upsetting to see her like this. She is so confused she was convinced that she slept in the attic last night and thought today was Wednesday. We are still no further forward with her condition; although a few things have been mentioned.