Lights off,Time to go home

Feeling a bit lost at the moment and pretty uninspired on the photo front too. I long for change to come. To whisk me away and find me a new life. I long to move but I have a boyfriend who can't make up his mind if thats what he wants. A job where customers can drain your soul and a home life thats pretty uninspiring.. Its just the way I'm feeling at the moment,sometimes all these feelings are suppressed and I just tick along,but lately they're all bubbling over. I need change. Change to help me remember what feeling alive is like. Change to remind me that theres more than this feeling of just chugging along..