Spilt sugar on the table.

One thought is going around my head today. Where did everyone go? I feel like I'm in a dark room and I can't get out and reach anyone. And no one is reaching in. It's strange.
I haven't seen mr. Greene in 24 days and I feel as though I have forgotten him. His face, his voice, his feel... As he has forgotten me. Where is he? I could not tell you. It makes me feel empty without him. It's been an unsteady month and he's not been there to stabilise me. I need him to come back. And to talk to my family. And my friends from home. It all feels a bit on edge so far, this year. So many conflicting thoughts and feelings that are making me feel very... Unlike me. I guess.

Oh