Blank sheet

4/10
Quite bad but went for a run. It was beyond coincidence to bump into who I did. I've been here before, pedestals make great escape hatches. I'd rather be a person. Warning signs ring out in every trick, charm and arrogant bluster. A confession of previous mechanical cruelty does not render the present performance the mush of human kindness. I am catnip to such types. Why? So wary yet 4 cups of tea later we are meeting next week. I'm not sure I want to do this again. The world closes into circles, I'm bored of being dizzy, I see this for what it is and should walk away. Why am I not walking away.