Peruvian Memories

My roommate insisted I go out for an evening swim. Reluctantly, I agreed; however, I wasn't really up for it. After half an hour, I was glad I went and it helped clear my mind a bit.

Afterward, we went to this Peruvian chicken place. My roommate's husband is Peruvian and although they are currently separated, she still believes in their love. I do, too. Both of them just need to attract the right vision for their happiness. As I told my other friend yesterday, positive energy = positive thoughts = positive actions = positive results.

On another side note, when my roommate was trying to figure out where his friend on FB was from, we discovered that he is also Peruvian! Yet another coincidence?! They never end.

And another enlightenment. When he texted me the photo of the app he found while he was searching for an English-Spanish translator, my immediate thought was that he was trying to communicate with a new latina prospect. Wow, how ingrained my mind is to unfaithfulness! In reality, he was probably just trying to say something to his Peruvian friend.

This is surely going to be a challenge to unwire my subconscious from thinking this way! No wonder he couldn't be attracted to me, 'cuz I was just like all the other girls, who couldn't see his pure heart beneath the mask of deception that we had placed on him. Well, challenge accepted!

I don't regret sending him that letter. It contained things that I should've said and felt a long time ago. And he deserved to hear it. Maybe he needed to hear it also, to remind him of what it's like to receive a true love letter. Was it too late? Absolutely not. In fact, it was just in time. For both of us.

I've finally come to realize what's been holding me back in love and relationships. And I have him to thank for this awakening. Gratitude. I will always love him for this.

Hopefully he will also see that my heart is pure, too. I just needed him to open it up and let my light shine through. He was the only one to penetrate this deeply into my heart and soul.

And for him to set me free like this. Well, I guess that makes him like an Angel, too. For whoever the Universe brings me next better bring some shades! I'm shining bright like a diamond!