My Birthday Lunch

Last night wasn’t great, it took over 4 hours to speak to someone at NHS24 all the while I was awake and struggling with anxiety, and other stuff. A few phone calls from different people and waiting for people to phone back. It was a bit scary at times.

I dragged myself out of bed eventually after 11am to get along to Grandma’s for 12. Time to open my presents and then get to the Olive Branch for some lunch which was lovely but far too much as you can see.

Grandma is not liking the home and she said she didn’t want to go back after we had had lunch. She was quite upset and wasn’t her usual self today. Horrible.

Back home to get under the covers. Everything is just s*** and I don’t want to do it anymore.