Sunny Days, Sweeping the Clouds Away

Woke up to glorious sunshine today that didn't budge all day, magical. I had dance today, but at a much more sociable 11:30am, which meant a more chilled out start to the day.

I am ashamed to admit I had a nap on the couch with the sun warming my face, it was absolutely blissful. I haven't felt the sun on my face like that since August.

I was supposed to have a date this afternoon, but I got cold feet and cancelled it. I wasn't really sure about the guy, and his texts were quite dismissive and business-like, which really irritated me and compounded the feelings of not wanting to go. Not to mention he wrote in teenager-y text-speak, which is a big turn off. It's all about the spelling! I felt a bit guilty about it, and then he sent me a couple of nice texts, which made me feel worse. Sometimes I feel I get myself into things and end up doing things I don't want to do, because I'm not strong enough to say no. So today I decided if I didn't want to, then I don't have to.

It's half term this week which means no early start for me-yay!

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