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I need to take command of my life right now. Have been lazing around and feeling aimless for the past week. How do i get back my enthusiasm> someone please point a gun and shoot me <

this canon was build by the Portugese in 1511. Still looks very well preserved. I tried looking into the hole to see if it still usable. Unfortunately, it is stuffed with so much rubbish and the whole "mass" are clumped together. I reckon it is as lethal as a gunpowder itself but i wonder how do i ignite it?