Shooting into the Sun

I read somewhere not to be afraid to shoot into the sun.
Of course I have done it many times before but went out today with the express purposes of catching some rays and a river of light.

Even spending time down by the river didn't seem to untangle the tight knots in my head......funny how the strands comprise of fear...sadness ...confusion and several other uncomfortable components all at the same time.

I think I am a bit all over the place...its been nearly a week of cutting out 90% of sugar from my diet....feeling a bit tired and deprived.
Ahhhh! this too shall pass.

“Everybody is a genius. But if you judge a fish by its ability to climb a tree, it will live its whole life believing that it is stupid.”
― Albert Einstein