Chemistry

I usually seem to end up finding my blip in the later parts of the day, but this was my arrival at work this morning and I think it will do.

I've been feeling weird these last couple of weeks; genuine, having emotions but not needing to obliterate them, fitter, more relaxed, honest, useful, self-reliant... but also useless when I really want to help but don't know how to. I've also had massive NHS frustration, and I've just heard that a contemporary on that particular road has got over the massive hurdle that I've been negotiating for months, which was like a punch in the stomach and a kiss on the cheek at the same time - so jealous and yet very happy for him.