Partial shade

Just a quickie pick of the hellebores under the hedge I took before we had to go to a parent's evening at Tess's school. Or a parent-teacher meeting, I think it's called.
There wasn't much to say. She thinks Tess is fine. We think Tess is fine. It was nice to hear that her reading age is way above average and she's a really creative and original writer though. Even if you know it yourself it's nice to hear it from someone else.

It was the first time I'd had to deal with anything like that with my new head on. I was aware the whole time and noticed how I kept shifting my eyes as the teacher spoke to us.

I am constantly aware today that my assessment is under 3 weeks now and it's taking me over a bit. I seem to be going through a rather self-indulgent wobbly every Tuesday recently.


I'm feeling worried about being a bit childish and self-centred today. I hope it passes and I can go back to being childish and self-centred without worrying about it

Today I completely weeded all the empty veg beds and fed them with muck and homemade compost.

I also wrote some more thoughts: Walking Away From My Breakfast

My thoughts and writing feel really tired and messy and disjointed. I keep telling myself I won't do these blips so late when my head is in low buzz