Nervoua system is not fun at all!!!

Sometimes i ask myself:"did i really have to choose medicine?" Why? I don't even have a desire to be a doctor! The only reason why i kept myself from being an online writer was because my doctor parents knew no job as familiarly as their own, and thus begged me to be one.
Fortunately i have this self questioning only right before examinations (the times of studying to death), so it is not very often...meaning that i am still sane.