This is me.

This is me. Today. I weigh 19st 1.5lbs. It's the first time I've seen pictures of myself since last August, when I was over 2stone lighter than I am now. I was scared by the pictures today. I didn't think it was that bad. I didn't ever want to be this size again. Life is a pain in the butt that gets in the way. No excuses from now on. I'm getting married next August and I want to be in a size 12 wedding dress. I only have 10 dress sizes to go! But it's doable. I know I can do it if I put my mind to it