Day 142 - with Bibs

A fairly early start. Not appreciated after difficulty calming down last night meaning not enough sleep was had.

Late to Bibs'. Still not feeling good.

We chatted and then went to exercise with someone else. That was tiring! I felt a bit overwhelmed towards the end when we were socialising more.

I was really feeling the need to get some of the stuff from yesterday out of my system so pretty much vented wherever possible. Bibs was very patient with me.

I wasn't feeling great even though I was with her. I think there was some anxiety about demonstrating tomorrow perhaps.

We did our bible study looking at the first part of Colossians 1. It was a helpful reminder of the amazingness of the gospel and a useful model for prayer with much thankfulness.

I went to Alice's (somewhat spontaneously) afterwards. I was not very happy there though and really anxious.

I had a massive palaver getting home and then didn't want to prepare for demonstrating. I got panicky about facing the students and ended up cancelling. And I'm tired anyway. It's not like I'm looking forward to crèche but doing that feels manageable now.