4am

Taken through my blinds.

Stupid o clock and I'm still up.

For some wierd reason I dont want to go to bed.

Sometimes I just don't want to go to sleep because I'll wake up all the sooner and have to drag myself through it all again...

Is it only me?

HOW CAN I FEEL SO LONELY
WHEN EVERYTHING IS CROWDING IN

WHY IS IT I CAN LAUGH OUT LOUD
WHEN I'M CRYING INSIDE

WHY CAN'T I FIND A WAY
WHEN THE PATH SEEMS SO STRAIGHT

WHY IS EVERYTHING SO DIFFICULT
WHEN ALL I HAVE TO DO IS DECIDE