Pleaseeee

2 days ago mom called the hospital and the surgery will be june the 23th.. It got me freaking out. The whole day i was shaking and crying. Yesterday i had to work and i felt so sick.. Just because of the nerves.. Today i had a day off and went to the gym and took some time for myself. I hope tomorrow it will get better.. But im not that positive at the moment because its coming closer everyday...:(