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I'm starting to form an attachment to it, after 18 months :-)

I was up early, and other than a few minor twinges, I am mercifully ok after Gym last night! Another busy day at work- thank God it's half-term tomorrow.

I had my 2nd appointment with A, my therapist. I am finding it really useful, albeit rather expensive. I suppose you could look at it as investing in myself, but my finances are already stretched so I'm not sure how long I will be able to keep it up. We talked about stuff that's affecting/interfering with my happiness, but also a lot about my family and past relationships. When I'd finished she said I'd told her about some pretty painful stuff, yet in a very factual way, rather than getting upset as you'd expect. I hadn't really thought about it like that. My mum and I had a chuckle later as we knew exactly why- when you've put up with a lot of shit, you don't really get upset!

After my appointment I had to gee myself up as I had dance practice as I didn't go last night. Unfortunately we showed up at the wrong practice, but were allowed to continue. We actually had a really great practice, as there were less people there. Made me feel a bit more positive anyway...