Think Small

Some people go jumping off sand dunes. Some of us sit on our arse in the rabbit droppings looking at teeny tiny wild flowers. Either way we were out away from life's pretend stuff for an hour today.

Today's been a bit upsetting. Probably best I don't talk about it here, but it's not been nice and I've had a shocking anxiety attack after Richard received an unpleasant text just as we were sitting down to eat. The only way I could think to deal with the anxiety was to drink copious amounts of wine. So if the grocery order that arrives tomorrow is all beer and ice cream that's why.

I'd like to write more about today but all I can remember is the shit feeling.