if your eyes are the windows to your soul...

...i wonder what my eyes reflect

that's always the scary thing - about doing an sp...

they can be so revealing - make you so very vulnerable - at least it feels that way to me - it seems like i've experienced so much - these last couple of months - i wonder - if all of that's - reflected - in the depths - of my eyes - or is it hidden - in their color - do i hide it - as i might hide so many other things?

that's really what i find with doing - these sp's - they are an exercise in peeling back the layers - of myself - trying to discover - what it is - i tend to expose to the world - to close others - to my very self - does it really matter - it is only a picture - after all - is a picture - a true representation - of myself? - or merely a quick snap shot - taken in a brief moment of time - which only captures a sudden mood - or expression - i choose to display - and there really isn't any other depth to it - it can just be a lot of mumbo-jumbo - and if i want it to - allow it to get the best of me - or shrug it off - move on - because in the big, grand scheme of things - it's only a picture

today - i've decided - it's just a picture - not a big deal - it's reflecting me - perhaps in a tired form of myself - due to the things i've been dealing with - that's okay - i'm okay with it - go ahead and look into those eyes of mine - i think they're okay eyes - actually fairly pretty eyes, if i admit it - that's enough for me - to make it...

a

happy day.....