Difficult day.

The hospital held a memorial service for all the babies that died this year either before during or after birth. Hearing Henry's name read out in public made it feel so real. I kept looking at the other couples there and trying to fathom what it was about us that singled us out to have this awful thing happen to us. But I didn't get an answer and I know I never will.

We lit a candle for Henry in the chapel at the hospital. We light a candle for him every evening at home so he knows he is always in our hearts and that our love will never go out.