Smiling Faces

Some lessons are learned the hard way, and that forever haunts me.

I just want to be carefree, spontaneous, and full of dreams. I want to do things I'll regret tomorrow and love people who know the colors of the wind. I want to be able to say things I don't mean and stay out until morning.

I want to be me.
But I can only be "me" half of the time.
I don't smile all the time, I curse and I am extremely sarcastic. I am young.

But I must become fake in this superficial world for you. I will learn someday.