These Pictures are Getting Repetitive

But that's how I feel. I'll be okay one minute - because I know everything will get better. Then I feel shitty the next, because it's not soon enough. I love you so much. I love you soo much. More than anything. I can't finish IWANTTOKNOWYOURPLANS. I keep repeating it. I need it. I wish I could blast it but my stereo doesn't work anymore. I wish I could blast it so that you could hear it at Ramapo. But part of me thinks you're listening to it too. My heart is broken. This is the worst I've ever felt as well. The thing is that I know for a fact that you're the only one I want to be with. Im done listening to people bitching about us being young. Yeah we're young but this is what I need. I need my forever back. I need to see you and touch you and talk to you and fix everything. Everything reminds me of you. I'm getting impatient. Please forgive me.

"I want to know your plans
And how involved in them I am
When I go to sleep for good
Will I be forgiven?
And if you want roses, you can go buy a bouquet
If that just won't cut it, well what can I say?

You're what keeps me believing the world's not gone dead
Strengthen my bones and put words in my head
When they pour out to paper, it's all for you
'Cause that's what you do
That's what you do

I want to know your fear
From your feet to the back of your ears
When they raise the landing gear
Will your heart stay here?
If you could forgive me, for being so brash
You could hit me or whip me
I'd savor each lash

You're what keeps me believing this world's not gone dead
Strengthen my bones put the words in my head
When they pour out to paper, its all for you
'Cause that's what you do

No more fighting, this is only a waste of our time
'Cause soon we'll be leavin
Will this strength still be mine?

I'll look out for you til I die, til I rot
Oh I'll remember you, til I die, til I rot

You're what keeps me believing this world's not gone dead
Strengthen my bones put the words in my head
When they pour out to paper, its all for you
'Cause that's what you do"