Frustration

Little B napping with his master! He had his "holiday hair-cut" today -this was the before shot :-)

I had another rotten night's sleep- restless legs for two weeks straight!!!!! It's driving me nuts but I'm sure it'll pass. I got up early, and spent the morning doing chores like suburban superwoman.

I had a very lazy afternoon at my mum's, then popped to Waitrose for a few bits (came to a much more reasonable £45!).

I've been feeling a bit sad again these past couple of days over what's happened. I was feeling really positive, and although it was awful, there was a sort of sense of relief. But it's been playing on my mind, and I still want to make things right. I have a suspicion that he may have calmed down, but what if I'm wrong? I want to clear the air and move forward, not dwell on the past. But I also can't go back to the way things were less than two weeks ago. I cannot go through that again, I was a complete mess, and I couldn't see a way out. But I want to get my friend back, and I don't want to go on holiday in 10 days time without sorting it out.

Decisions, decisions I guess.

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