Where's Mummy?

Bay and Andy watching the TV and Xbox doing updates, love their funny faces!
First day back. Can't believe it has come to an end. Feeling pretty low that I'm not able to spend days with the boys, that Bay is a bit sad settling into nursery and that I'm missing out on things (with my boys and with others and activities). Harder than I expected as I think I have less passion for my job now. Lost some after retiring from Nate's maternity leave, but definitely lost more again. That said it is good to be at work in other ways; nice to see old work people, also to feel needed/appreciated for things other than mummy duties and great to be paid!
Only a half day today, nice to spend time with Bay in the afternoon so he can catch up on feeding. Nathaniel sad at drop of today for first time in a while...how does he know?!