Six months.

Six moths after this horrifying pic.


Measures:

Cheast -4,0cm
Biceps -0,5cm
Thighs -3,5cm
Hips -4,5cm
Butt -3,0cm
Waist -5,0cm
Stomach -7,0cm
Weight -5,7kg (best result -6,7kg 3weeks ago but for eating anything in vacation makes it +1kg back)

So... something is done right =) But still A LOT to do!

Desperation is one of the baddest things in weight loss, I think. And I got it many times :D I know, that u shouldn't look the weight often but I HAVE TO look it almost every morning after waking up and after I've done my morning routines. And when the scale shows almost the same weight for days and weeks, the despression is huge. Luckily I take measures too, so if the scale showed same or more weight, I could check the measures if there's any difference.

The difference is not easy to see with your own eyes. Or at lest not in my case. The same chubby looks me from the mirror. Well, not everyday. Somedays are good: I look in the mirror and think to myself: "Hey, you look great. I can see a extensor muscle abit there. And my thighs seem thinner." But many days the dialog goes like: "You are fat. You will always be. Go to sofa and eat candy. It's not worth to sweat for no results. You're created to be like this." And those days the motivation is super low. I don't feel like doing nothing else but really lay on the sofa and eat. But luckily I don't obey the demon inside of me (well ofcourse somedays the devil wins but not commonly).
Plus I'm so .. how I say .. skeptical that when someone says that they see some weight loss, I thank politely but really just think to myself "Yeah right".

But this is ofcourse just a beginning of my lighter life; my goals are still to come:

My first goal is -8kg -> then I get to go to hairdresser to cut my hair. And believe me, I'm really waiting for that because my hair used to be short but now I have a ponytail!

My second goal is -14,5kg -> then I'm going to get a tattoo =) I've wanted one for over 10years but never got courage to get one, but now I made a decision that if WHEN I get ridd of 14,5kg's it's time!

My third goal is to loose as much weight as it needs to be loosen for me to be proud and pleased to myself.

So I promise again to look after 6months slimmer and weight less =)