Muddled......

I don't know what to feel
A day of weirdness
And confusion
A day of expectation and waiting
Knowing why
But not knowing what for
Information I don't know what to do with
I went out
To be alone in a crowd
To find peace in the noise
To find an answer
A reason
An explanation
I sat
I walked
I looked
I couldn't find them
But I found this