First Smile for the Camera

It’s not been a good day mentally. I have had to put a face on and it’s been hard.

A visit from 2 nurses this morning, a waste of time from my point of view. I got nothing helpful from them and it was like they didn’t really know why they were here. Only got asked what I did yesterday and what todays plan was. And to keep positive! You pin your hopes on these visits being helpful and when one doesn’t go as you thought it would it hits you.
I cried when they left.

A late lunch with Mum then popped into see Lewis.

I feel so detached and careless since I have been home. I could very easily follow through on my thoughts.