Waiting

Waiting. Waiting for tomorrow and what ever it brings. Very nervous about the gastroscopy test tomorrow and today has been a waiting game.
I tried to take my mind of it by decluttering and doing two nice meals, taking out my angst on the chopping board. Probably cos of stress, my pain level has been sky high again almost fainted and had to go back on the top whack of all the pain meds.
I just want to know what is causing all the pain and then get it sorted.